am i just sensitive or am i a prime target for insanity
i can't tell. genuinely, i cannot tell.
i don't think i'm that mean of a person. sure, i can blow up at people sometimes, but generally speaking, i bite my tongue and play nice even when i despise someone.
so WHY do i keep getting into deranged shit?
death threats, smear campaigns, you name it, i have been the victim of it for some god forsaken reason.
is it just the nature of the internet? that everyone is clinically insane and constantly at each others throats all the time 24/7? maybe... i don't know.
i play nice. i do everything i'm supposed to. but every goddamn time someone makes it difficult.
i hate being disabled.
i wish i could just go outside and make some real friends that won't want me dead at the drop of a hat.